Yesterday was pretty crappy. I was depressed and sad. I ate, I purged. I woke up today and had lost 2 pounds. I have NO idea how that happened, but I'm not going to lie, it makes me feel really REALLY good. It helps ease a broken heart. It helps give me motivation and plans for the future. I want so badly to be confident and happy with myself, I want to be able to enjoy my life no matter what my circumstances are. I hope I make it there one day.
For now, I continuously get pulled down into the black hole of mia. I feel like I'm being crushed. All I can do is pull my knees to my chest, and breathe deep. The silence is so loud.
I'm wishing the best for all of you.
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