I went to a birthday party tonight. It was nice to hang out with people and not think about J for a while.
My throat has been in bad shape all day. It feels like I'm being chocked constantly. It's like my throat is refusing to swallow, and every time I try, it's incredibly painful. I assume it's from all the purging. Hopefully I'll be better tomorrow.
Emotionally, I'm a bit more stable than I have been, but I'm still sad. There's still an ache, a constant pain that won't go away. I hope I can get past all of this quickly and painlessly. I've been hurt enough as it is.
Love you guys
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