Thursday, July 30, 2009

The Cheesecake Factory

So I just survived dinner at The Cheesecake Factory. Of all the places my family wanted to go eat at, they had to pick the resturant that serves extremely fattening food in gigantic portions. Ugh. But I did really well. I ordered a salad, and only ate a couple of bites of the chicken that was on it. I didn't touch anything else. I feel good about it.

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I live in an ice cube...



...not literally, of course. But lately it feels like I really do live in an ice cube. Partly because my Dad likes to keep the house freezing cold, and partly because I don't eat "enough". It's July, and I feel the need to wear sweaters around my house all the time. But I guess I shouldn't complain...




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Sunday, July 26, 2009

The Sick



So whenever I'm sick, I usually categorize my sickness by how bad it is. There's "kinda sick", "pretty sick", and "THE sick". Unfortuantely I have THE sick at the moment. Two days, and I feel miserable. The only good thing about it is that I have no real desire to eat anything at all. I hope I get better soon, I hate feeling like this.



It's day 6 of my 30 day plan, and I've done wonderfully. I feel really proud of myself. I feel like I'm finally getting somewhere, finally heading in the direction I've wanted to go for so long.



There are some not so good things that have happened as well. For reasons I can't really say, I might have to postpone college until next semester. *Sighhhh* I don't want to. At all. I want to get the things done that need to be done in order for me to apply for Law School, but everything is having to be postponed, and it's incredibly annoying. Ugh.






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Friday, July 24, 2009

So...



I'm going to start posting on here again. It seems that the majority of pro-ana websites and blogs out there only last for a few months at the most, and then they're either shut down or abandoned. I refuse to be one of the many doing that sort of thing, so I'm going to start posting regularly on here.




I've decided to do this plan for 30 days without breaking it at all. Usually I restrict for a couple of weeks and then have a day or two where I fail. Terribly. I'm getting incredibly worn out by that process though, so I've started the 30 day no-tolerance-for-cheating-crap...thing.




It's day 4 and I've done wonderfully. I'm proud of myself.




So I thought about putting up my stats like most other pro-anas would on their sites, but after much consideration, I've come to the conclusion that I'm simply too much of a cow to post them. Maybe I'll post them after the 30 days when I'm half the cow I am now.




Until the next post...Stay strong.




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