Today wasn't great, but it was an improvement from what I've been going through lately on a daily basis. I chickened out and canceled picking up my stuff from J's. I just couldn't do it. I talked to him today for about 15 minutes. We just talked about normal stuff, I tried to be as normal as possible. He said he'd call me back later. He never did.
I went out tonight with friends, which is always good. I got a break from thinking about everything for a few hours. But as soon as I walked in the door, it all came flooding back.
I wish the heartache would stop.
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