I've been purging non-stop for the last few days. I feel good and I feel bad. I feel good because I can get all of the food out and purging has started to give me a euphoria-like feeling. I feel bad physically from all of it, and of course, it's messing with my head...as usual. You all know this is nothing new, we all go through it.
J and I are better. I'm trying to just let go of things and be happy. I think he's doing the same. I hope I can make a permanent change that lasts. I don't know what I would do if I lost him.
I hope you're all well. I'll update more later.
xoxo
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