God, please take me in my sleep. I'm tired of hurting other people. I'm tired of hurting. I'm tired of seeing the brokenness in the mirror. I'm tired of myself. Every attempt I have made to change has failed. I'm scared and alone, and I'm afraid I'm too much of a coward to continue a life that will never truly be lived. So please, just take me.
I've been following your blog for a few months now, though never commented, I don't know why. I guess I found comfort in reading your diary, and knowing I was not the only one suffering, suffering in my family life, suffering in my relationship, suffering with my self-image. I too have, and often do pray to God to be taken in my sleep. There is no answer. I wish I didn't have to post this for all to see, for all to read. I just hope and want you to know that you're not alone. And I hope knowing you're not alone brings you some comfort, as it has me these last few months. Take care. x
ReplyDeleteI've been where you are, please keep going--you are needed
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