I am constantly hungry. I am constantly stressed. I have constant anxiety. I worry...constantly. I think all the time. Just thinking, thinking, thinking. My mind never shuts off.
All of this is extremely frustrating. And tiring. I wish I could see what it's like to not be compulsive...just for one day. To be relaxed and calm. To have no worries. I bet it's amazing living like that.
I want it. One day.
i think it would be weird. we'd be like those people. the people who go out with friends&order what they like instead of plain greens&water with lemon. the people who drink soda&dread going to the gym. it'd be weird. but for your sake i hope you get a day of relaxation. an odd hope, isn't it? to hope your brain slows down just so you can stop thinking. stay strong, doll.
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zette
oh, i so know what you mean. i feel exactly the same way, i'd just like one day of no worry, one day of complete comfort knowing that what you're doing is the right thing in all aspects of life...family, friends, work (school)...just covered in a blanket of warmth is what i wish for all of us!
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