hi there, im new to your blog and i dont have an eating disorder. however i've been struggling with depression and anxiety for years. i guess thats why i relate so well to your blog, both our diseases have a lot of overlaps. i understand how you feel about therapy, when a disease is so ingrained into your actions it almost is part of your personality. like some weird conjoined twin. but realizing there is more to you that you haven't discovered, beyond your illness is just like the subtle personality change that comes with age. think of it not as change but as growth. no one can take you away from yourself, you are just discovering who you really are. i wish you all the best with your journey, as i work on mine too.
Don't back out!! You can do this. New Year new start.
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Best of luck, love.
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We are all here for you.
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Stay positive, stay beautiful. <3
hi there, im new to your blog and i dont have an eating disorder. however i've been struggling with depression and anxiety for years. i guess thats why i relate so well to your blog, both our diseases have a lot of overlaps. i understand how you feel about therapy, when a disease is so ingrained into your actions it almost is part of your personality. like some weird conjoined twin. but realizing there is more to you that you haven't discovered, beyond your illness is just like the subtle personality change that comes with age. think of it not as change but as growth. no one can take you away from yourself, you are just discovering who you really are. i wish you all the best with your journey, as i work on mine too.
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