Things are not getting better. I don't know what to do. The bulimia, the cutting, the emotional pain...it's a wave that washes over me every single day, the very moment I wake up. I feel absolutely tortured. I dream about J, and I don't want to. I constantly think about him, and I don't want to. I'm exhausted all around. I feel completely hopeless. I feel like I've dug my own grave, and there's no getting out.
I wish I were strong enough to help myself.
Everything I loved is gone.
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you will find new things to love... better things. trust.
ReplyDeleteYou may not belive it now but everything will get better sooner or later. Hang in there.
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