10/30/2011

Things have been all over the place lately, but I think I'm finally starting to get back on my feet. Things with J have been rough, but I'm finally starting to let go and realize that what I thought he was, isn't reality. I was miserable with him, he didn't love me, and I want to be happy. I'm still hesitant in admitting that, but I have to move on.

Moved this weekend to a different house. I've been sore and sweaty all weekend, it's gross. But hey, at least it has been a good workout. I've still been purging, but I'm trying to restrict more because I hate going to the bathroom every time I eat. I'd rather just try to control myself and not worry about it.

I'm sorry it's been so long since I've posted anything. I was really hopeless there for a while. I'm ready to be okay, and be happy. We'll see how it all works out.

Hope you're all well.

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