Alright so, I'm almost done packing for my 9 week stay. I'm nervous and anxious. I'm scared honestly.
Last time I saw J I told him that I was leaving. He said he wanted to see me again before I go. I've tried calling him. No answer. He doesn't give a shit. And that makes me want to go even more. I want to leave and come back with barely a memory of him. I want to be excited about MY life, and not even think about him. I want to cut him out of me completely.
My family and I are leaving tomorrow afternoon, so this will be my last post until I return. I love you all, you've been so amazing to me through everything. Your support means the world to me.
See you on the other side.
x
All the best!! Go get your life back. You deserve it.
ReplyDeleteI hope you find what you need there, you do deserve it.
ReplyDeleteI just found your blog through google, thanks so much for blogging, I can relate to you so much, I want to recover but I can't because people dont even know exactly the problem I have exists. Anyway I love your blog and have been reading every post so far xx
ReplyDeleteI hope everything goes well for you, cant wait till you get back :)
ReplyDeleteare you back yet? miss your posts xx
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