Alright so, I'm almost done packing for my 9 week stay. I'm nervous and anxious. I'm scared honestly.
Last time I saw J I told him that I was leaving. He said he wanted to see me again before I go. I've tried calling him. No answer. He doesn't give a shit. And that makes me want to go even more. I want to leave and come back with barely a memory of him. I want to be excited about MY life, and not even think about him. I want to cut him out of me completely.
My family and I are leaving tomorrow afternoon, so this will be my last post until I return. I love you all, you've been so amazing to me through everything. Your support means the world to me.
See you on the other side.
x
