Wait It Out

So it's almost 5 in the morning where I live, and I have yet to sleep. Although I'm hungry, my lack of sleep isn't because of that. I've always had really weird sleeping habits. It's like I can never go to sleep when I want to. My body refuses to cooperate with the schedule I attempt to impose on it. Ah well, I guess that's just how it goes...

I have a new boyfriend. He's great. Not like anyone I've ever been with before. So compassionate towards me. I feel safe with him. I feel like everything is going to be alright when I'm with him. He loves me despite all of my craziness. I need that.

I guess I'm going to stay awake until I just have to sleep. I don't like sleeping in late. I'd rather get some things done early, and just take a nap in the evening...If I don't collapse before then.

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