Wednesday, June 22, 2011

On the edge.

J and I are completely over. He's been flirting with other girls. He blocked me on everything I could've contacted him on. He's broken every promise he made.

I feel so abandoned. So hopeless.

I really wish I had never been born. I'm struggling with an intense desire to not exist anymore. Please please pray for me.

Death just looks like the only way out of this right now.

One more shot before we kiss the other side. I'm on the edge of something final we call life.

2 comments:

  1. Sorry J has lied to you. Hang in there. The pain will get better.

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  2. You deserve better hun.

    If he broke his promise like that then you can do so much better

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